who in a relationship has to work so hard just to get the actual truth?!

a simple question leads to an interrogation. i’m not controlling at all. it just breaks my heart to find out later i’ve been lied to.

why. just why.

you make me want to curl up into a ball and cry at the world.

i know you can love me with all your heart. but why can’t you be honest with me like the way you supposedly love me. i want to believe that honest is supposed to be coupled with love.

all of this over cigarettes  i shouldn’t have to feel this way over cigarettes  i feel this way because you lie and promise me empty promises to my face about it.

and it hurts. it hurts how big of a lie you can create over such a small thing. i want to help you through quitting, but it pains my heart to offer you such genuine support and trust to help you through your addiction when you spit all over it with lies.

Finally figured it out...

So after being on the back burner forever, I finally spent maybe an hour last Friday figuring out how to back-up all my blog posts dating all the way back from 2007.

I did it.
All 300MB of posts and images backed up onto my computer (I really need to get an external HD in case my computer decides to die on me again).

So...yeah. I really don't have anything holding me back from trying out Tumblr as new real estate for my personal posts.

No excuses now...
...Just have to go and make a few clicks.
The question now is when.
D:

Bun heaven ;__;

yummy lai wong bao :9

i'm such a happy panda :3

(sigh) oh my shameful worldly desires.

Priority purchase.

Holy shit, they make nebulizers in cute animal forms now??

Anyway, eBay would be the place where I can purchase a nebulizer for cheap w/o a prescription.

I keep hesitating on this purchase, but I should've had a portable nebulizer a long time ago in case of emergencies considering I do live alone without health insurance.

Fml.

...pneumonia? bronchitis? :(

I feel awful. As each day progresses, my body becomes more and more sore with aches. My coughs become wetter, more yellow and painful to my chest. I need to bring myself to purchase an at-home nebulizer/breathing machine. Today was the first time in my life that my body started shivering tremendously along with the fever. I felt cold... so frozen, yet my face and ears were burning.

Doing homework is so difficult... :'(

Why did this had to happen right when tough class assignments start their due dates and quizzes start rolling around???

I hate going to lecture. I am the loudest coughing, sneezing and nose dripping student. Maybe I'll skip those lectures that don't take attendance and only attend labs?

Happy 22nd Birthday, Di~!

Long time pal. :)