where I want to sneak out to the grocery store, pickup a few ingredients and just bake a whole bunch of deserts. Chris believes that I'm unhappy with something, most likely with the stage I am at in my young adult life. Most people my age are caught up on fitting in and having an overly active "social" life. But I honestly don't have a need for those things, I feel like "indulging" in such things isn't the answer I need to fill the absence I feel in me. I feel like I need to refocus my life and find something to be passionate about and stand up for. Each time I feel down, I feel like that one episode of Lizzie McGuire (before Hillary Duff got hair extensions and boobs and it was okay to watch Disney) where she's crying and her mom wakes up to her baking brownies along with all sorts of pies. Until I figure out what my purpose is.... tomorrow, I'll check my bank account balances and see if I have enough to splurge on a couple of things for a fresh blueberry pie.
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