Tuesday, January 18, 2011

it's strange

to have gone through what i have been through emotionally and physically. It's weird that as many arguments i have had and as many tears that i have and continue to shed...i really don't want to leave my family. I have tasted the fruit of mindless youth and spontaneous social spheres. But the comfort and security of family doesn't seem to compare. Being away was good, it helped me realize how important i am to my family and how much they value me. A traditional family with traditional values is sometimes overlooked and really, they are the only people who i know will have reliable honesty and consideration. I think my absence has made them eager to be less tense and insecure. Maybe, just maybe, i have misunderstood their insanity for over-protection and fear of my safety as their daughter and big sister. People always come and go, but family will always be there. What's on my mind right now is that i want to be a little more close to home, but not necessarily under the same roof. [ posted from my LG Rumor Touch ]

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