I'm quite exhausted. I spent the day in turmoil because just this once, just once, I didn't want to be the one who remembered to say Happy Valentine's Day, Sweetheart. As always, I have to initiate everything in order to feel appreciated the way I want to be. Why can't it be understood that my heart desires little things? Huge, extravagant gifts do not matter. It's the fact that I was remembered and for once, letting me pity your feelings wasn't a concern. So yeah, that was lurking in the back of my head all day.
On the other hand, I had a dentist appointment and had two fillings done. I also got conversationally terrorized by my 8-year dentist regarding my lack of duty to floss and questioned why I can cook lobster better than his assistants. Anyway. I have impacted wisdom teeth and require surgery. I have a referral to see an oral surgeon, but we all know my anxiety prevents me from making that phone call. I paid the phone bill, wrote out some checks, put gas in the car (long lines and got cut off by two elderly bitches), dropped dad off at law library, picked up brother, got donuts (depression caved in), bitched at a cashier about returns, went home to find computer fucked over by trojans (no pun intended), picked dad up, and spontaneously went on a walk at Harbor Island. I saw two weddings going on, how cliche. I mean come on, Valentine's Day?? At least do it on a random holiday, like Halloween or something. Or 4th of July. Anyway, I took a random shot from my phone during the walk:
Gorgeous, isn't it? I just wish I felt as breathtaking as the picture. Anyway, back to my paper on thermodynamics...
PS: The book I mentioned in a previous post, The 19th Wife, is a great read. Nearly halfway done (attempting to finish whenever I have spare time).
On the other hand, I had a dentist appointment and had two fillings done. I also got conversationally terrorized by my 8-year dentist regarding my lack of duty to floss and questioned why I can cook lobster better than his assistants. Anyway. I have impacted wisdom teeth and require surgery. I have a referral to see an oral surgeon, but we all know my anxiety prevents me from making that phone call. I paid the phone bill, wrote out some checks, put gas in the car (long lines and got cut off by two elderly bitches), dropped dad off at law library, picked up brother, got donuts (depression caved in), bitched at a cashier about returns, went home to find computer fucked over by trojans (no pun intended), picked dad up, and spontaneously went on a walk at Harbor Island. I saw two weddings going on, how cliche. I mean come on, Valentine's Day?? At least do it on a random holiday, like Halloween or something. Or 4th of July. Anyway, I took a random shot from my phone during the walk:
Gorgeous, isn't it? I just wish I felt as breathtaking as the picture. Anyway, back to my paper on thermodynamics...
PS: The book I mentioned in a previous post, The 19th Wife, is a great read. Nearly halfway done (attempting to finish whenever I have spare time).
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